He knew that Roman didn't Know. Not for sure. But frankly, Raylan couldn't take more worry; he knew that staying here right now would hit him hard and send him spiraling back down into sucking hole of self doubt and self abuse. At the same time, he felt guilty for leaving at all. What if, what if, what if.

But James was a beast. That much was true, regardless of anything else.

Finally, Raylan does follow, closing the door behind him and taking another deep breath before he's ready to go.

"So what's that mean, 'you play baseball every year'? What's that about."